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1. Simple Plan - Addicted
I heard you're doing okay/But I want you to know/I'm a dick, I'm addicted to you/I can't pretend I don't care/When you don't think about me/Do you think I deserve this?/I tried to make you happy/But you left anyway/I'm trying to forget that/I'm addicted to you/But I want it and I need it/I'm addicted to you/Now it's over, can't forget what you said/And I never, wanna do this again/Heartbreaker!!! Heartbreaker!!/heartbreaker!!/Since the day I met you/And after all we've been through/I'm still a dick, I'm addicted to you/I think you know that it's true/I'd run a thousand miles to get you/Do you think I deserve this/I tried to make you happy/I did all that I could/Just to keep you/But you left anyway/I'm trying to forget that/I'm addicted to you/But I want it and I need it/I'm addicted to you/Now it's over, can't forget what you said/And I never, wanna do this again/Heartbreaker!!! Heartbreaker!! heartbreaker!!/How long will I be waiting?/Until the end of time/I don't know why I'm still waiting/I can't make you mine/I'm trying to forget that/I'm addicted to you/But I want it and I need it/I'm addicted to you/I'm trying to forget that/I'm addicted to you/But I want it and I need it/I'm addicted to you/Now it's over, can't forget what you said/And I never, wanna do this again/Heartbreaker!!! Heartbreaker!! heartbreaker!!/I'm addicted to you, heartbreaker

2. Eve6 - Here's to the Night
Here's To The Night

So denied/So I lied/Are you the now or never kind?/In a day/And a day love love/I'm gonna be gone for good again/Are you willing /To be had /Are you cool with just tonight?/
Here's a toast/To all those who hear me all too well/Here's to the nights we felt alive/Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry/Here's to goodbye/Tomorrow's gonna come too soon/Put your name/
On the line/Along with place and time/Wanna stay/Not to go/I wanna ditch the logical/Here's a toast/To all those/Who hear me all too well/Here's to the nights we felt alive/Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye/Tomorrow's gonna come too soon/All my time is froze in motion/Can't I stay an hour or two or more/Don't let me let you go/Here's a toast/To all those who know me all too well/Here's to the nights we felt alive/Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry/Here's to goodbye/Tomorrow's gonna come too soon/Here's to the nights we felt alive/Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry/Here's to goodbye/Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

3. Mest - Jaded (These Years)
There's a time and place, for everything./There's a reason why, certain people meet./There's a destination, for everyone./What's the explination, when we're done?/All the summer nights spent wondering;/So many questions asked, but no one's answering./Would it be okay if I left today?/Took my chances on what you said was wrong?/I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless./Not sorry, and I'll never regret./These years spent, so jaded and wreckless./Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years./I'll never regret these years./Now here i sit, so far away./Remembering all our memories./Its times like these that I miss you most,/Remembering when we were so close./I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless./Not sorry, we'll never regret./These years spent, so faded and wreckless./Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years./We'll never forget the places we've been, you and i./Our lives are slipping away./Don't want to let time pass us by, byyyyyyy.../I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless./Not sorry, and I'll never regret./These years..../...spent, so faded and wreckless, /
Not sorry, and I'll never regret.../I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless./Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years.

4. Garbage - Drive You Home
It's funny how/Even now/You still support me after all the things that I've done/You're so good to me/Wait impatiently/And isn't it sad that you still have to ask if I care/I never said I was perfect/But I can take you away/Can't do wrong tonight/And you can't say the word cause I need to know/I never said I was perfect/But I can drive you home/I got down on myself/Working too hard/Driving myself to death/Trying to beat up the faults in my head/What a mess I've made/Sure we all make mistakes/But they see me so large/That they think I'm immune to the pain/Walk on shells tonight/Can't do wrong tonight/And you can't say the word cause I need to know/I'm praying for a miracle/But I won't hold my breath/I never said I was perfect/But can you take me home

5.Good Charlotte - Hold On
This world/This world is cold/But you don't/You don't have to go/You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely, and no one seems to care/You're mother's gone and your father hits you/This pain you cannot bear
But we all bleed the same way as you do/And we all have the same things to go through/Hold on if you feel like letting go/Hold on it gets better than you know/Your days/You say they're way too long/And your nights/You can't sleep at all/Hold on/And you're not sure what you're waiting for, but you don't want to no more/And you're not sure what you're looking for, but you don't want to no more/But we all bleed the same way as you do/And we all have the same things to go through/Hold on if you feel like letting go/Hold on it gets better than you know/Don't stop looking, you're one step closer/Don't stop searching, it's not over/
Hold on/What are you looking for?/What are you waiting for?/Do you know what you're doing to me?/Go ahead...What are you waiting for?/Hold on if you feel like letting go/Hold on it gets better than you know/Don't stop looking, you're one step closer/Don't stop searching, it's not over/Hold on if you feel like letting go/Hold on it gets better than you know/Hold on

6. Bon Jovi - Bounce
I been knocked down so many times/Counted out 6, 7, 8, 9/Written off like some bad deal/If you're breathing you know how it feels/Call it karma, call it luck/Me, I just don't give a/Bounce, Bounce Nothing's gonna keep me down/Bounce, Bounce Stand up, shout it out/Bounce, Bounce I play hard, I play to win/Count me out, count me in/I'll be bouncing back again/This ain't no game; I play it hard/Kicked around, cut, stitched and scarred/I'll take the hit but not the fall/I know no fear, still standing tall/You can call it karma, call it luck/Me, I just don't give a/Bounce, Bounce Nothing's gonna keep me down/Bounce, Bounce Stand up, shout it out/Bounce, Bounce I play hard, I play to win/Count me out, count me in/I'll be bouncing back again/Bounce!/Bring it on, I like it rough/In your face, I call your bluff/It ain't karma, it ain't luck
Me, I just don't give a/Bounce, Bounce Nothing's gonna keep me down/Bounce, Bounce Stand up, shout it out/Bounce, Bounce I play hard, I play to win/Count me out, count me in/I'll be bouncing back again/
Bounce, Bounce/Nothing's gonna keep me down/Bounce, Bounce Stand up, shout it out/Bounce, Bounce I play hard, I play to win/Count me out, count me in/I'll be bouncing back again

7. Our Lady Peace - Life
How many times have you been pushed around?/Was anybody there?/Does anybody care?/How many time have your friends let you down?/Was anybody there?/Did anybody stare?/How many time have your friends let you down?/Just open up your heart/Just open up your mind/How many times has your faith slipped away?/Well, is anybody safe?/Does anybody pray?/Oh, Life is waiting for you/So messed up, but we're alive/Oh, Life is waiting for you/So messed up, but we'll survive/How many days have you just slept away?/Is everybody high?/Is everyone afraid?/How many times have you wished you were strong?/
Have they ever seen your heart?/Have they ever seen your pain?/Oh, Life is waiting for you/So messed up, but we're alive/Oh, Life is waiting for you/So messed up, but we'll survive/She gets high/She gets lost
She gets drowned by the cost/Twice a day, every week, not a lie/She gets high/She gets lost/She gets drowned by the cost/Twice a day, every week, not a lie/Oh, Life is waiting for you/So messed up, but we're alive/Oh, Life is waiting for you/So messed up, but we'll survive/All messed up, but we'll survive

8. Maren Ord - Beautiful
If you could open up your eyes/And see the colour of my tears/They're not that grey, they're not that/blue, They're beautiful/If you could just see what I see/You'd know the world is not that grey/And it's not that blue/You'd see the world is beautiful/if you would/Open your eyes, take my hand/Take a look at where you stand/It's not that hard,/just take a step back my friend/And see this world/We're living in it's beautiful
life is beautiful/So take that look from off your face/I know it's not that easy so tell me/Ohhhhh/It's not that grey so look at me and/It's when I open up my eyes/And see the colour of your tears/They're not that/grey,/they're not that blue, no/If you could just see what I see you'd/know the world is not that grey,/it's not that blue/You'd see that the world is beautiful/

9. Britney Spears - I'm Not A Girl Not Yet A Woman
I used to think/I had the answers to everything/But now I know/That life doesn't always go my way, yeah/Feels like I'm caught in the middle/That's when I realize/I'm not a girl, not yet a woman/All I need is time
A moment that is mine/While I'm in between/I'm not a girl/There is no need to protect me/It's time that I/Learn to face up to this on my own, oh/I've seen so much more than you know now/So don't tell me to shut my eyes/I'm not a girl, not yet a woman/All I need is time/A moment that is mine/While I'm in between/I'm not a girl/But if you look at me closely/You will see it in my eyes/This girl will always find her way/(I'm not a girl) I'm not a girl, don't tell me what to believe/(Not yet a woman) I'm just trying to find the woman in me, yeah/(All I need is time) Oh, all I need is time/That's mine, while I'm in between/I'm not a girl, not yet a woman
All I need is time/A moment that is mine/While I'm in between/I'm not a girl, ooh/Not yet a woman

10. Train - Calling All Angels
I need a sign to let me know you’re here/All of these lines are being crossed over the atmosphere/I need to know that things are gonna look up/‘Cause I feel us drowning in a sea spilled from a cup/When there is no place safe and no safe place to put my head/When you feel the world shake from the words that are said/I need a sign to let me know you’re here/‘Cause my TV set just keeps it all from being clear/I want a reason for the way things have to be/I need a hand to help build up some kind of hope inside of me/And I’m calling all angels/I’m calling all you angels/When children have to play inside so they don’t disappear
And private eyes solve marriage lies cause we don’t talk for years/And futbol teams are kissing Queens/and losing sight of having dreams/In a world that what we want is only what we want until it’s ours/I’m calling all angels/I’m calling all you angels

11. Evanescence - Tourniquet
i tried to kill the pain/but only brought more/i lay dying/and i'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal/i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming/am i too lost to be saved/am i too lost?/my God my tourniquet/return to me salvation/my God my tourniquet/return to me salvation/do you remember me/lost for so long/will you be on the other side/or will you forget me/i'm dying praying bleeding and screaming/am i too lost to be saved
am i too lost?/my God my tourniquet/return to me salvation/my God my tourniquet/return to me salvation/my wounds cry for the grave/my soul cries for deliverance/will i be denied Christ/tourniquet/my suicide

12. The Ataris - In This Diary
Here in this diary, I write you visions of my summer. It was the best I ever had./There were choruses and sing-alongs, and not a spoken feeling. I’m knowing that right now is all that matters. All the/nights we stayed up talking listening to 80’s songs and quoting lines from all those movies that we love. It still brings a/smile to my face. I guess when it comes down to it/Being grown up isn’t half as fun as growing up: These are the best days of our lives./The only thing that matters is just following your heart and eventually you’ll finally get it right./Breaking into hopes of swimming pools, and reeking havoc on our world. Hanging out at truck stops just to pass the time./The black top’s singing me to sleep. Lighting fireworks in parking lots, illuminate the blackest nights. Cherry cokes under/this moonlight summer sky. 2015 Riverside, it’s time to say goodbye. Get on the bus, it’s time to go./Being grown up isn’t half as fun as growing up: These are the best days of our lives./The only thing that matters is just following your heart and eventually you’ll finally get it right.

13. Linkin Park - Numb
I'm tired of being what you want me to be/Feeling so faithless/Lost under the surface/I don't know what you're expecting of me/Put under the pressure/Of walking in your shoes/Caught in the undertow//Just caught in the undertow/Every step that I take is another mistake to you/Caught in the undertow/Just caught in the undertow/I've/Become so numb/I can't feel you there/Become so tired/So much more aware
I'm becoming this/All I want to do/Is be more like me/And be less like you/Can't you see that you're smothering me/Holding too tightly/Afraid to lose control/'Cause everything that you thought I would be/Has fallen apart right in front of you/Caught in the undertow//Just caught in the undertow/Every step that I take is another mistake to you/[Caught in the undertow//Just caught in the undertow/I've/Become so numb/I can't feel you there/Become so tired/So much more aware/I'm becoming this/All I want to do/Is be more like me/And be less like you/But I know/I may end up failing too/But I know/You were just like me/With someone disappointed in you/I've/Become so numb/I can't feel you there/Become so tired/So much more aware/I'm becoming this/All I want to do/Is be more like me/And be less like you/I've become so numb I can't feel you there/Is everything what you want me to be/I've become so numb I can't feel you there/Is everything what you want me to be

14. Story of The Year
Until the day I die/I'll spill my heart for you, for you/until the day I die/I'll spill my heart for you/As years go by/I race the clock with you/But if you died right now/You know that I'd die to/I'd die too/You remind me of the times/When I knew who I was (I was)/But still the second hand will catch us/Like it always does/We'll make the same mistakes/I'll take the fall for you/I hope you need this now/Cause I know I still do/Until the day I die (Until the day I die)/I'll spill my heart for you/Until the day I die (Until the day I die)/I'll spill my heart for you/Should I bite my tongue?/Until blood soaks my shirt/We'll never fall apart/Tell me why this hurts so much/My hands are at your throat/And I think I hate you/But still we'll say, "remember when"/Just like we always do/Just like we always do/Until the day I die (Until the day I die)/I'll spill my heart for you/Until the day I die (Until the day I die)/I'll spill my heart for you/Yeah I'd spill my heart!!!/Yeah I'd spill my heart for you!!!/My hands are at your throat/And I think I hate you/We made the same mistakes/Mistakes like friends do/My hands are at your throat/And I think I hate you/We made the same mistakes/Made the same mistakes/Until the day I die/I'll spill my heart for you, for you/Until the day I die (Until the day I die)/I'll spill my/heart for you, for you/Until the day I die (Until the day I die)/I'll spill my heart for you/Until the day I die (Until the day I die)/Until the day I die!!!

15. Yellowcard - Way Away
I think I'm breaking out/I'm gonna leave you now/There's nothing for me here/It's all the same/And even though I know/That everything might go/Go downhill from here/I'm not afraid/Way away away from here I'll be/Way away away so you can see/How it feels to be alone and not believe/(feels to be alone and not believe)/feels to be alone and not believe anything/You can't stop me now/You can't hold me down/You can't keep me here/I'm on my way/I made it this far now/And I'm not burning out/No matter what you say/I'm not afraid/Way away away from here I'll be/Way away away so you can see/How it feels to be alone and not believe/(feels to be alone and not believe)/feels to be alone and not believe anything/Letting out the noise inside of me/(Letting out the noise inside of me)/Every window pane is shattering/(Every window pane is shattering)/Cutting up my words before I speak/(Cutting up my words)/This is how it feels to not believe/Letting out the noise inside of me/(Letting out the noise inside of me)/Every window pane is shattering
(Every window pane is shattering)/Cutting up my words before I speak/(Cutting up my words)/This is how it feels to not believe/Way away away from here I'll be/Way away away so you can see/How it feels to be alone and not believe/(feels to be alone and not believe)/feels to be alone and not believe anything

16. Bush - Swallowed
Warm sun, feed me up /And i'm leery loaded up/Loathing for a change/And i slip some boil away/Swallowed followed/Heavy about everything but my love/Swallowed sorrowed/I'm with everyone and yet not/I'm with everyone and yet not/I'm with everyone and yet/Just wanted to be myself/Hey you said you would love to try some/Hey you said you would looove to die some/In the middle of a world on a fish hook/You're the wave you're the wave you're the wave/Swallowed borrowed/Heavy about everything but my love/Swallowed hollowed/Sharp about everyone but yourself/Swallowed oh no/I'm with everyone and yet not/I'm with everyone and yet not/I'm with everyone and you're not/I'm with everyone and yet/Piss on self-esteem/Forward busted knee/Sick head blackened lungs/And i'm a simple selfish son/Swallowed followed/
Heavy about everything but my love/Swallowed oh no/I'm with everyone and yet not/I'm with everyone and yet not /I'm with everyone and yet not/Got to get away from here/Got to get away from here/Got to get away from here/Got to get away from here/I miss the one that i love a lot/I miss the one that i love a lot/I miss the one that i love a lot/I love

17. Kelly Clarkson - Miss Independent
Miss independent/Miss self-sufficient/Miss keep your distance, no/Miss on her own/Miss almost grown/Miss never let a man help her off her throne/So, by keeping her heart protected/She'd never ever feel/rejected/Little miss apprehensive/Said ooh, she fell in love/What is the feelin' takin' over?/Thinkin' no one could open the door/Surprise...It's time/To feel what's real/What happened to miss independent?/No more the need for me to miss him/Goodbye on you/Real love, true love is/Oooh.../Miss independent walked away/I'm so glad I finally feel.../What is the feelin' takin' over?/Thinkin' no one could open the door/
Surprise (surprise), it's time/To feel (to feel) what's real/What happened to miss independent?/No one more the need for me to miss him/Goodbye on you/Real love, true love is/Real...

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18. Linkin Park - Somewhere I Belong
When this began/I had nothing to say/And I'd get lost in the nothingness inside of me/(I was confused)/And I let it all out to find/That I'm not the only person with these things in mind/(Inside of me)/But all the vacancy the words revealed/Is the only real thing that I've got left to feel/(Nothing to lose)/Just stuck hollow and alone/And the fault is my own/And the fault is my own/I wanna heal, I wanna feel/What I thought was never real/I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long/[Erase all the pain til it's gone]/I wanna heal, I wanna feel/Like I'm close to something real/I wanna find something I've wanted all along/Somewhere I belong/And I've got nothing to say/I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face/(I was confused)/Looking everywhere only to find/That it's not the way I had imagined it all in my mind/(So what am I)/What do I have but negativity/Cuz I can't justify the way everyone is looking at me/(Nothing to lose)/Nothing to gain, hollow and alone/And the fault is my own/And the fault is my own/I wanna heal, I wanna feel/What I/thought was never real/I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long/[Erase all the pain til it's gone]/I wanna heal, I wanna feel/Like I'm close to something real/I wanna find something I've wanted all along/Somewhere I belong/I will never know myself until I do this on my own/And I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed/I will never be anything 'til I break away from me/I will break away/I'll find myself today/I wanna heal, I wanna feel/What I thought was never real/I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long/[Erase all the pain til it's gone]/I wanna heal, I wanna feel/Like I'm close to something real/I wanna find something I've wanted all along/Somewhere I belong/I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm/Somewhere I belong/I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm/Somewhere I belong/Somewhere I belong


Thanks:

First of all I have got to thank the wonderful artists who have written or recorded these songs. They inspire me to no end. Secondly I have to thank everyone I have met in my life. You all have made some sort of impact on me whether its been good or bad, It's made me who I am today. So Thank you to a few certain people: Jay for being the best guy friend a girl could have, then turning around and breaking my heart, fucking up our friendship, realizing we both screwed up, and being friends with me again. I love you and always will. Sita you are my sister. I don't care if we aren't blood related. You know so much about me and have gotten me into so much new music. I love ya for opening my eyes to new things. To all my other friends who have opened my eyes to new things like Bebe, Alexis, and many more of you, I thank you guys too. Thanks to my family and friends at school for making me suicidal, depressed, and insanely happy all withing the last 4-5 years. I'd like to thank my ex gf and all of my ex bf's for being jerks and bitches and breaking my heart but also making me extremely happy and mushy while we were dating. All in all I want to thank God for my life going the way its gone. I Believe in fate and that things have gone how they have for certain reasons.
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