megs (preciousm) wrote in life_soundtrack,

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Well I have FINALLY finished it. I kept putting it off but now I've put in a lot of thought and its done and meaningful. Its pretty big but I guarantee that if you take the time to read my Thank You's you'll be in 'em. It's a big mix of music that I'm proud of. if you want one we might be able to work something out.

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1.Seventeen - Mandy Moore
I'll learn my lessons, and i'll make mistakes/And If i get burned, it'll be my heart to break/It isn't easy, hearing what they say/Sometimes you've got to take a leap of faith/'Cause it feels right/And it feels good/And i don't do always that i should/And I know what makes me happy/And in my heart you're it exactly

2.Take Me Away-Fefe Dobson
I want to show you/But theres nowhere we can really be free/Everybody's watchin/Wouldn't it be good if we could be together/Take me away/ Take me far away from here/I will run with you/Don't be afraid/Navigating, I will steer/Into the sun, we will run

3.Hell Song- Sum 41
Everybody's got their problems/Everybody says the same thing to you/It's just a matter how you solve them/And knowing how to change the things you've been through/I fear I've come to realize/How fast life can be compromised/Stand back to see what's going on /I can't believe this happened to you, this happened to you /Part of me, won't agree/Cause I don't know if it's for sure/Suddenly, suddenly/I don't feel so insecure/ Anymore/Everybody's got their problems/Everybody says the same things to you/It's just a matter how you solve them/What else are we supposed to do

4.All You Wanted-Michelle Branch
If you want to/I can save you/I can take you away from here/So lonely inside/So busy out there/And all you wanted was somebody who cares

5.In My Life-Beatles
There are places I'll remember/All my life though some have changed/Some forever not for better/Some have gone and some remain/All these places have their moments/With lovers and friends I still can recall/Some are dead and some are living/In my life I've loved them all/Though I know I'll never lose affection/For people and things that went before/I know I'll often stop and think about them/In my life I love you more./In my life I love you more.

6.Time After Time-Rob Thomas (live)
If you're lost you can look - and you will find me/time after time/If you fall I will catch you - I'll be waiting/time after time

Cus I can't be your Superman/ can't be your Superman, can't be your Superman/I can't be your Superman

8.Why Don't You and I-Santana ft/ Chad Kroeger
So I'll say 'why don't you and I get together and take on the world/and be together forever/Heads we will and tails we'll try again'/So I say 'why don't you and I hold each other and fly to the moon/and straight on to heaven/Cause without you they're never going to let me in'

9.Fine Again- Seether
And I am aware now of how/everything’s gonna be fine one day/Too late, I’m in hell I am prepared now,/seems everyone’s gonna be fine /One day too late, just as well

10.Adams Song-Blink 182
I never conquered, rarely came/16 just held such better days/days when I still felt alive/we couldn't wait to get outside/
the world was wide, too late to try/I couldn't wait till I got home/to pass the time in my room alone

I never conquered, rarely came/tomorrow holds such better days/days when I can still feel alive/when I can't wait to get outside/the world is wide, the time goes by/I can't wait till I get home/to pass the time in my room alone

11.I Hate Everything About You-Three Days Grace
All the feelings that I get/But I still don’t miss you yet/Only when I stop to think about it/I hate everything about you/Why do I love you/I hate everything about you/Why do I love you

12.When I'm Gone-Three Doors Down
There's another world inside of me/That you may never see/There's secrets in this life/That I can't hide/Somewhere in this darkness/There's a light that I can't find/Maybe it's too far away.../Maybe I'm just blind.../Maybe I'm just blind.../So hold me when I'm here/Love me when I'm wrong/Hold me when I'm scared/And love me when I'm gone/Everything I am/And everything you need/I'll also be the one/You wanted me to be/I'll never let you down/Even if I could/I'd give up everything/If only for your good/So hold me when I'm here/Love me when I'm wrong/You can hold me when I'm scared/You won't always be there/So love me when I'm gone/Love me when I'm gone...

13.4 AM-Our Lady peace
If I don't make it known that/ I've loved you all along/ Just like sunny days that/ We ignore because/ We're all dumb and jaded/ And I hope to god I figure out What's wrong

I blame myself for being too much/like somebody else

14.So Far Away-Staind
This is my life/It's not what it was before/All these feelings I've shared/And these are my dreams/That I'd never lived before/Somebody shake me 'cause I/I must be sleeping/Now that we're here, it's so far away/All the struggle we thought was in vain/And all the mistakes, one life contained/They all finally start to go away/And now that we're here, it's so far away/And I feel like I can face the day/And I can forgive/And I'm not ashamed to be/The Person that I am today/These are my words/That I've never said before/I think I'm doing okay/And this is the smile/That I've never shown before/Somebody shake me 'cause I/I must be sleeping

15.Give up the Grudge-Gob
Give up the grudge/shut your fucking mouth/why you gotta judge everybody but yourself/Take a look around you/
There ain't nobody home/I may be a loser/But at least I'm not alone

Someday, somehow/I'm gonna make it all right but not right now/I know you're wondering when (You're the only one who knows that)/Someday, somehow/I'm gonna make it all right but not right now/I know you're wondering when

17.Again-Lenny Kravitz (live)
All of my life/Where have you been

18.Heartbreak Town-Dixie Chicks
Hold my hand baby don't let go/I've got some front money/And I've got a next show/And I'm gonna need you/Down this yellow brick road/This ain't nothin' but a Heartbreak Town/Square people in a world that's round/And they watch you dancin/Without the sound/It ain't nothin' no nothin'/You take your number and you stand in line/And they watch to see how high you're gonna climb/Pat on the back 'n ' better luck next time/It ain't nothin' no it ain't nothin but a/Heartbreak Town

Thank Yous:

To my Family: Mom you were always an inspiration to me. I want to be just like you when I grow up. Dad you're so strong I love you even when I seem like i don't. Sarah It was hard at first but now its better. I've learned a lot from you. Nanny and Grandad your love for your family has taken over my life. If I feel a quarter of the love for MY family as you feel for yours my life will be worth it. Nanna you've given me love even when i thought i didn't want it from you. Grandad your strength inspires me to do better things with my life. You were taken away too early. I still had so much to learn from you. You inspire me. To my entire family you are my foundation and I am what i am today and what i will be in the future because of you all

Kim never forget that if no one else believes in you I always will. no matter what. We'll just have to find a trampoline in the middle of the night if thats what it takes for me to prove that to you. Sandy to think we're friends to this day because you have the same name as my hairdresser. I thank god for the childish thrill that made me approach you on the swings. Lets go for 10 more. To the both of you, you make me laugh when i want to cry and talk when all i want to do is be silent forever. Lets grow old together

To my face-less friends: Thanks to the IGBY board and the Closet for introducing me to things I never would have thought of before. Anne we don't talk as much as we used to. I know why. You created another side of me by accepting me and even if our conversations were sometimes pointless they created a side of me I've really grown to like. All Ac-ers I've rp-ed with many of you and discovered new things when I wasnt looking for them. And to those special few who have worked their way into "Steve's" life and then into my heart, I enjoy our conversations and they are something i look forward to, to make me smile. The Yes-Because-Yes List I may not be as active anymore but you all started a chapter of my life and i don't know how it ends yet but i know i'll never forget the beginning.

I tryed to keep them short but in the end thats impossible. these are the people who have helped me become me. A smart idiot, an independant follower, a loved loner, daydreaming reality, quiet with a loud mouth, lost along a marked path, a planner of spontaneity, responsibly reckless and loving every minute of it. I'm scared of not knowing where I'm going but excited for the journey.

I'm not at the best place right now. Everything feels like it means nothing in whats supposed to be the most meaningful part of my life. I want to run away but never leave the people i'm with. All I have is the knowledge that it'll get better and thats all i need right now to get me out of bed in the morning. Its not ok right now but it will be
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